So, I’m totally out of the closet now: I’m obsessed
with Gandhi. For years, I haven’t
actually thought so much about him, but in my 20s, I was thoroughly obsessed. During my first week in law school, I even remember
walking around the campus clutching my copy of his “All Men Are Brothers” and
reading it during my breaks. Over the
years, my interest in Gandhi has waxed and waned, and writing these countdown
posts not surprisingly initiated a new surge.
One of the reasons I’ve resonated with him so much
is reflected in this quote. I too am drawn
to experiment with truth and non-violence, both within myself and with my
actions in the world. My experiments
generally go something like this: 1) I notice a disruption, 2) I get an
inclination about how to draw it out and engage it, and 3) I follow out an
experiment in order to try transform it and/or understand it better. The upsides to all this are that I learn so
much in the process and sometimes a beautiful alchemy does result. The downsides: it makes me do some weird shit,
and sometimes my results are more like the ones Neville Longbottom would end up
with in one of Professor McGonagall’s transfiguration classes. If you’ve ever been baffled by my actions
(ie. gypsying around the country, my Gary Johnson crusade,….), it may very well
be because I was engaged in one of my little experiments.
Experimentation is also my motivation for this
countdown. When I first read about the
global meditation, the possibility of thousands (maybe millions!) of people
around the world unifying their intentions at one moment in time captured
me. Then, I read an article about how experiments
on group meditations showed a reduction in crime rates and violence, and I was totally
hooked. The social scientist inside me
became totally engaged with an incredible sense of interest in the great
potential. I felt and still feel such a
desire to help build the number of people who participate (3 PM EDT from
wherever you are!), and I’m just this wide eyed and curious kid waiting to see
how it all comes out.
So there it is, folks, my secret life inner life is a
compulsive string of experiments. I can’t
seem to stop myself from doing it again and again, for better or worse, and
forever hoping for the outcome that seems most impossible to believe.
#peaceday #september21
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